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A dream shook me from inside and i got up with a jerk. i looked around but i couldn't see anything except darkness. Then i realised that i was sleeping on a chair in front of my computer. I tried to focus on the flickering screen but i couldn't. My eyes were so dry that even blinking was difficult. I asked myself what i was doing there .... I was waiting for her...
Mine is a super long distance relationship. For us distance is like a barrier.It prevents us from holding hands, kissing each other, feeling the heart beats while walking on the sea shore.It is like a drug,it makes u feel like u cant get enough u need more and more every time.My girl is so far away that even the moon light doesn't touch us at the same time.I often gaze up at the stars thinking that the same stars will lighten her nights.That is how i feel comfortable when i get tortured by the lonely nights. Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones as the wind blows out the candle and blows up the bonfire. A part of her has grown in me.I talk to her and she talks to me. That is how I feel we are together. I feel foolish and happy as soon as I think of her.I whirl round in a delicious dream in which in one instant I live a thousand years.
She is the most beautiful person I ever had in my life. Beauty is love and includes both truth and good. But only those who love as we do can feel the significance and force of this feeling.I love her and I can not reiterate it too often.I can never express it as much as I feel it.
So there i was staring at my screen and dreaming about her with my reddish eyes wide open. I was wondering about our beautiful future, planning about things ill do for her :P. a slight smile appeared on my tired face and i was at peace in my own dream world which is my new reality.(couple of minutes there ) :)
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A BUZZ..................
startled me..I almost jumped off my chair in excitement and my sadness vanished. I was feeling like I just won a million dollar in a casino."YYYAY!"...She is online. I am not alone anymore because "I am in love". I want her to know what mean when I say I LOVE her and I miss her a lot.
startled me..I almost jumped off my chair in excitement and my sadness vanished. I was feeling like I just won a million dollar in a casino."YYYAY!"...She is online. I am not alone anymore because "I am in love". I want her to know what mean when I say I LOVE her and I miss her a lot.
Every day she makes me laugh. Every day she makes me feel loved. Every day she makes me remember how happy I am with her :)
